Florence Dews

nany

hello nan i wonted to tell you about my life agiann and i havent changed since i truned 13 brithday is next febuary
loveyou lots
from charlotteerebeccadews; age:13

Pam Considine October 17, 2009

you are my world x x x

Hi mom where do i start i am sorry i havent been on for ages and ages but i was getting to the stage were i couldnt keep off hear and it wasnt doing me any good because all i wanted to do was talk to you always and not do anything else but i am now looking forward and getting on with things like i know you would be happy for me to do,has you know this has been a big year for lennie and charlotte 2 big birthdays lennie 18 and charlotte 13 a teenager,lennie went abroad for the first time with nick they had a lovely time but have now split up i was gutted at the time i felt like my world was falling apart i know that sounds daft because he was going out with lennie but he is a lovely lad but they grow apart but have stayed friends he gave lennie a big party for her birthday it was really special loads of balloons and bows i done all the food like i useually do for the kids partys everyone turned up all the family together all except alan and dot but they were on holiday and was upset they couldnt make it we all had a brill timei am going to put photos on for you,charlotte has changed since she turned 13 grown up so much you would love her to bits mom she still plays up with her danceing she would be teaching you some good moves,i went to stourport with caroline chelsea and mikey a few weeks back mom it brought so many memories back from when you and dad took us as kids but theres a lot more there now,mom i really wish you could of seen mikey befor you had to leave us he is a beautiful little boy he has now started nursery and looks beautiful in his uniform,chelsea talks about you lots she is growing up so quick,we are spending a lot of time at pat and jims i feel really loved down there mom,pat has given me a lovely gift she has aloud jasper to mate with twinkle we took her for a scan up to now she is haveing 2 puppies which pat has said we can have i am so looking forward to haveing them i am going to stay at pats when they are due so i can see them be born i am so excited i am like a little kid at christmas,this is such a relief mom to sit and chat to you and so far there are no tears,i have more news for you thomas mickys son has came back into our lives he has a lovely girfriend natalie who has a son josh aged 9 and they have had a little boy charlie aged 3 months he is a sunner,weve also found out micky has 4 other grandchildren of kelly his daughter she lives by brean so much as been happening i only wish you were hear to share it all with us but i know you are watching over us and seeing all that is going on,well mom i have to go for now always remember i love and miss you so so so very very very much and i always will you are forever in my thoughts and never leave my heart,my huggs and kisses are on there way to you each and every day love to you,dad and all i have had to let go in my life sweet dreams x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x

Pam Considine October 1, 2009

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Karen Mcgowan Harry Abbotts Daughter August 18, 2009

To my gorgeous nanny.

I miss you so much!!!! I have had so much to drink tonight,had a great night with my mate but i really need you at the mo,need you to sort me out and stop me behaving the way i have lately.Im so gutted about oscar...dont wanna be at home so my new home has become the pub, which really hasn't been a great idea.

Ahh what the hell, i'll sort myself out eventually.We all have our blow outs,but to be fair a couple of my best mates are worried about me but i know that i'll be alright.i always sort myself out in the end!! I know that your watching over me so i wont get myself into to much trouble.i anger myself wishing you were still here because no matter how much i wish and wish and wish that you were still with us it will never happen.Gutted!!!

I'm rambling now so im off but i love so much and hate the fact that your not here.I know that we all have to lose people in our lives but you left me way to soon,i wanna scream!!!!

Look after my baby for me. You looked after all of us so i know that you'll take great care of my little oscar.x

love you nan.Feel like that little girl that needs her nanny tonight but your not here so im going to bed now.A big kiss and so much love is sent to you tonight and always.My number one super naughty nan! Love you,Your sarah.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Sarah Dews August 14, 2009

nan.

I feel so low at the moment,dont know what to do with myself! Oscar died last saterday, he got run down by a car.it was fast and he didnt feel anything. That helps a little but i miss him so much.One of the wosrt times is when i come home and he's not here to greet me.

My mates were really good girls they helpped me out big time.Each one of them had a good cry because they loved oscar too.Tracey helpped me bury him in the back garden.We wrapped him up in kyles blanket with his favourite toy.

Kyle was deverstated when i told him,but he seems to be handling it much better than me now.He keeps saying stop crying mom,its ok.Oscar is happy because he is in heaven now with nanny floss.I know that you'll look after him and love him for me.He was such a special little dog and didnt deserve to leave his mommy so young.Im gutted!!

I miss and love you nan.Please take care of my little baby for me,he loves his cuddles.I love you both so much.Your Sarah.xxxxxxxxxx

Sarah Dews August 8, 2009

Hi nan,

Woke up thinking about you again and just wanted to say hello.The feeling of not being able to talk to you and see you is unbearable at times,but what can i expect you were such a massive part of my life and i loved you so much.

Kyles broke up from school now,he's such a good boy.When he goes back he will be in year five and nearly ten years old.He's growing up so fast i can't believe where the time has gone.You really would love him nan.He is such a little man,still mad about the blues.He still remembers you telling Derek off for swearing.He remembers so much about you and talks about you all the time.He loved his groovy nan that play football with him!

We love you nan.You will always be one in a million that was taken from us far to young.Maybe not in years but you definatley had way to much life and energy to leave us so soon.Love you to bits, your sarah.xxxxxxxxx

Sarah Dews July 27, 2009

hi nan,

Today is cold,dull and raining.I am sooo bored!! I would love to be able to pop up to yours for a cuppa and a natter,but i cant and hate it.I never realized how much i took you for granted.You were always there and now your gone.Dont think i'll ever come to terms with that no matter how many years go by.

I'm looking at the photo of me and you on the bench at Alan's wedding.I love that photo,we look like such good girls.A picture of innocence.I know i shouldn't laugh because we were the naughtiest that we had ever been that day,noboby liked us for it!! But it was me and you together plus you were the only person that would ever get away with pinching my wine!ha haa.

Gutted that there will never be anymore times with you but i will never forget you,never ever.

miss you nan.love you,love you,love you.Big kiss and a hug..Your sarah.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Sarah Dews July 17, 2009

Just to say hello

hi nan,

I am sorry i haven't wrote or said hello in such a long time i have been busy with one thing and another mainly working (boring i know) as we speak i am listening to one of your classic UB40 songs, the words say it all "it gets so cold around my heart without u here" i know we never had much time toegther nan but i loved every second we had, i hope their treating you ok up there and your not getting into to much trouble :) we all miss you so much especially auntie pam, i cant believe its been so long since you have left us all it feels like only yesterday.
oh nan we have had some really sad news we have lost two special little boys called cameron & carter so if you see them in heaven please look after them like you looked after all of us as it would mean the world to me to know that your taking care of them for us.
i will never forget you nan, you are always in my thoughts until next time goodbye love & miss you so much xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Natasha (Granddaughter) July 11, 2009

To my beautiful nanny,

I miss you so much,i still feel lost without you to talk too.Listening to what you had to say always made sence to me.Im going out to play tonight with Brennan and her sister...You know that we're going to have far to many drinks in honour of you!!!!!Naughty but very nice!I always did get my cheeky side from you.It didn't matter where we went,we always managed to have a good laugh.As you always used to say you only went back to the same place twice so that you could appologise for your behaviour.Ha ha!The older you got the worse you were.You always got away with it though because you were very funny and everybody loved you.I loved you with all my heart and i always will.FOREVER and ALWAYS.Your sarah.xxxxxxx

Sarah Dews July 3, 2009

hi nan,

I know that i haven't been on here for what seems like forever but you are always in my heart and my head, never out of my thoughts be it bad or good times.
Im sat at the computer now with one crazy dog and one wild child running around me really wishing that you were here to act just as nutty as these pair,because we both know that you would!!No encouragement would be needed to make you want to have fun.I really loved that about you.We did have some laughs,didn't we nan! I'll always have some fantastic memories that never fail to make me smile-my beautiful funny caring very naughty nanny!!!ha ha.love u your sarah.xxxxxxxxx

Sarah Dews June 23, 2009